From: annida	Date: November 16th, 2003 06:57 am (UTC)		(Link)

I say that you stop apologizing to people for who you are. Gah! YOu're a terrific person and ...as a person you get mood swings, and all sorts of things NORMAL people get. You think I'm all normal all the time? YOu know for a fact that I'm wacka wacka so much of the time. If only you knew.

I love you the way you are, now stop apologizing. Right this instant. I won't have a friend of mine feeling sorry for who he is.

	From: tangled_rhythms	Date: November 16th, 2003 02:44 pm (UTC)		(Link)

My turn. Only thing is, I've had the advantage of talking to you before writing a comment.

It is often karmic revenge that makes us go through what we have at one time done to others. This is how we grow. That's not to say that it's something we should strive for as to have karma come back and bite you in the ass is something no one should want. My feelngs are this: You have apologized here. If there are those you can possibly apologize to personally and if you really wronged them in this same way, do it. Be prepared for the fact that they may not forgive it or receive you well. That you can not help, it is not in your control. All you can do is to make what retribution you can by simply saying "I'm sorry."

I reiterate the words I spoke this morning in regard to the insanity. I reiterate also the ones about accepting that this is who and what we are. You are a good person, but you're also human. You apologized to me for the past and I'm here. I'm not all that special, nor am I that unusual. If I felt there was nothing to really forgive, perhaps more will feel the same.

Полубог однажды шептал, что "Безумие - необходимое, чтобы любить." Я, случается, думаем, что полубог довольно интеллектуален. Могло я оставаться навсегда безумным.