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I'm a stupid boy.
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Where there should be control is only suppressed emotion.

Why would she trust or believe in me?

Innocence leads to anger, anger leads to self-hate, self-hate leads to sadness, and sadness leads to emptyness.

Forgive my empty soul.
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tangled_rhythms From: tangled_rhythms Date: November 9th, 2003 11:02 am (UTC) (Link)
you do realize that's redundant don't you?

stupid = testosterone.

you can't help it. You were doomed from conception when your gender was decided.

Seriously, Bri would probably forgive you for cutting off the head of her favorite stuffed animal. You're like me in that you're not the easiest person to love and she's accomplished it thus far. I don't see her quite giving up on you yet.
daimones From: daimones Date: November 9th, 2003 08:46 pm (UTC) (Link)
...That didn't help. ;)
tangled_rhythms From: tangled_rhythms Date: November 9th, 2003 09:20 pm (UTC) (Link)
hey, I can't always be the one with the comfort :)

Sometimes I have to be honest with you too :)

Actually, I was just hoping to get a smile and 'what the hell' out of you so you'd come out of that funk.

I do so love you strange man :)
annida From: annida Date: November 9th, 2003 01:44 pm (UTC) (Link)
I think you need a hug


You should be loved the way you are, and many people do love you for who you are. I know I do, carry on as you were.
wingedpixi From: wingedpixi Date: November 10th, 2003 07:55 am (UTC) (Link)


first i have to dissagree with i think everything that you said

1. not stupid.... i mean you are graduating college for heavens sake... thats nota small feat to be disscounted.
and hey you have me for a friend you cant be all that stupid ... otherwise i wouldnt bother with you, or bother you you take yer pick

2. control is never the answer... understanding, compromise and support thats a better solution

3. why would she not....

4. innocence leads to nieaveaty leads to ignorance. none of which is you
anger can lead to many other things besides self-hate... really though i think your looking for resolution for some sort... how you get that i dont know.. communication i guess.... and like im the best one to talk about that ... ehhh ...

5. empty soul- since when .... not as long as i have know you thats for sure... wich granted in the grand skeem of things isnt that long but still...
if it were truely empty you would have made desperatly different choices in life
you may feel like you are with out purpose.... heck so do i for that matter.... i would love to find some but you just never know these things... personally i think purpose is more of a retro spect thing... you dont appreciated it at the time but when you look back you see things that fit better. really in short your only purpose is to be who you are no more no less, but be the best you you can be. everyone has fatal flaws... most of the best heros do. if they didnt then there would be nothing to ever overcome. and then the play would just suck... anyway umm yeah ...

you seems to be stuck in this self-depreaction mode.. and that will just not do... you are worth so much more than you ev er give your self credit...
but if you dont sotp it a bit i think im gonna have hick over there and smck you over the head...
have a good one

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