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Stupid Sema. Or is it LJ?
Current Mood: annoyed annoyed
I just...have you ever wished there was something so intrinsically fascinating about your own life as to make it worthy of poetry? Of notice. I don't even know how to say it. That subtle something that is both memorable and awe-inspiring while somehow being real. Of wishing you were this..thing..so that you could bring those feelings, those attachments, into your life?

I do. I want vindication. I want to be fascinating, to lead a life and be the type to draw others in.

And here I set, in my own self-imposed solitude, searching. How silly can that be. To avoid what you want by searching for it elsewhere, where you know it cannot be found? They call it self-defeating, amongst other things. It even has a scientific proof. Exclusion. Set theory. Remember that unification crap I've been thinking about?

There's a fine line between thinking you know a thing, and knowing a thing. Sometimes what is real is not what you think it is. Embrace it with open arms, and realize that there is no spoon. To fight is to know.

But who's to say.
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tangled_rhythms From: tangled_rhythms Date: October 25th, 2003 06:28 am (UTC) (Link)
you know what? when you read that last bit of your post when your contacts are still foggy from just waking up, you'd swear you read 'Embrace the spoon'

Deep thought that.

I'll go clean my contacts now.
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