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I hate Airforce boys. - Spirit
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I hate Airforce boys.
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"Your body is malt, honey, cream, cedar and all things sweet and smooth, and I love you always." -> I love you Bri.

"...there was nothing like a graphical animalistic rape of a lovely girl to work up an audience."

"So they made love despite being tired, and it was as if they remained young and passionate, despite being in their mid twenties."

"I never met an assassin yet who brought his children along."

"It looks like you've been attacked by a tablecloth from a really bad Irish restaurant."

"Entirely too Mafia princess. I know you live in Brooklyn, but still."

dreamery: my apartment, I and Bri were making love..then we went to bed..when we woke up, it was like waking up after a really bad party...strange things all around. At first we're like, 'What happened to Erica?' .. 'We think she went home and slept with mike in a trunk of a car.' then nykki came over and started to threaten to give unwanted advice, so we told her to shutup and just let Erica be. if she wanted to sleep with a boy in a trunk, then so be it. nykki then used all sorts of big words that nobody understood as if we were supposed to. Then the alarm went off.


So not only do I have to worry about one airforce boy wanting my woman, but two. Fuck off you fuckers! (did you know that Fuck is a valid word but Fuckers is not? I love spell check.);) Serious...grr. I could go on and on, but won't, because I've happier (you'll laugh reader) things to talk about.

Anyways. M, if you're reading this, you need to tell me if you ever saw the samurai cow. Thank you.

On to the meat of the show. I've been thinking a lot about death lately. My own mortality. It kinda sucks. I tell you this with complete seriousness. I am -terrified- of the inevatability of death. Read that carefully. I'm not terrified of the being dead part, though that too really sucks. It probably ranks #2. But the fact that there is nothing you can to do to change it. Nothing.

And I don't know why I've been having these thoughts recently. A couple of times I've just asked Bri to hug me, for no reason, were because I wanted reassurance that I had something there...life. That warm gushy feeling. Even been thinking about children and marriage and...just..stuff. This whole social interaction thing that we humans were supposed to get such a kick out of. I'm sure some of it has to do with all the happy people I know with their childrens. Grandchildren, children. It's all the same. But Sheree's happy, and I think Tina will feel much better about herself with her grandchild...especially with all the other sucky stuff.

So I wonder what sorta of effect that would have on me.

Oh, have I mentioned I have gangrene on a finger, and that I have a hand that's been hurting for no reason for a while. Much lil ow, though the hand has been getting worse...wish I knew why.

Sheree and Pixi both now read my journal, I think I even managed to convince Pixi she needs one. *wiggles* Who knows. Need to fire off that email. Need to talk some more to Cindy, if I can...and I also need to talk to Lisa. Poor Lisa, she must hate me for not calling her Friday to go out. But I just couldn't. School work sucks. I even have more. Stupid project due in 6 days. Guess what I'll be doing....

And you know what mostly sucks about all of this? I never get to do anything. Not really. This work and this school and this lack of real job and this lack of ... proper schedules? means I get to do nothing. All I get to do is bitch. Taking pentacon off to RP...get some good rp in, I hope. I'm in desperate need, considering my complete lack. Also taking the December 16th off of work for not only will that be the end of finals for me...and hence, my FREAKING GRADUATION!...but! It is also the day that there will be much joy of lord of the rings to be had.

And I will reap the benefits. Though I wonder if I can get Lisa to do a dress by then.

Hrm.

Anyways. I'm done rambling. I really should nap, but I foolishly bought Matrix Reloaded for 15 dollars at meijer....
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tangled_rhythms From: tangled_rhythms Date: October 14th, 2003 05:29 pm (UTC) (Link)
and I think Tina will feel much better about herself with her grandchild...especially with all the other sucky stuff.

I'm fine Jeff. Life just tends to deal me a really bitch hand when it comes to relationships. Or else I just use the wrong deck. Either way, I'm sadly getting used to it.
daimones From: daimones Date: October 15th, 2003 12:58 am (UTC) (Link)
You know, you are the only one that ever bothers to really reply to anything I ever write.

*snugs* Don't worry, btw, I'm still worried for you!
tangled_rhythms From: tangled_rhythms Date: October 15th, 2003 08:02 am (UTC) (Link)
What you say is always important to me. I guess by commenting, I'm hoping you'll know that. For now, it also seems to be our only real method of communication, which sucks. But that's life, ya know?

It's ok to worry about me, just cause I worry about you too and fair is fair :)

Love you.
daimones From: daimones Date: October 15th, 2003 08:06 am (UTC) (Link)
Is that an admission of acceptance...

HOLY SCHMOLY IT IS! I'm so faint, I must go sleep.
tangled_rhythms From: tangled_rhythms Date: October 15th, 2003 08:11 am (UTC) (Link)
bite me boy :) Right where it counts the most :)
daimones From: daimones Date: October 15th, 2003 02:23 pm (UTC) (Link)
...Where to choose.
tangled_rhythms From: tangled_rhythms Date: October 15th, 2003 02:48 pm (UTC) (Link)
the possibilities are endless......
daimones From: daimones Date: October 16th, 2003 01:32 am (UTC) (Link)
So I'll start at the beginning and get to working on the entire list?
tangled_rhythms From: tangled_rhythms Date: October 16th, 2003 07:53 am (UTC) (Link)
Please? I beg really nicely :)
daxayl From: daxayl Date: October 15th, 2003 01:16 am (UTC) (Link)

dreams....?

Ok...glad to know I'm not the only one that has fucked up sexually charged dreams. As far as AFB....I think your ok at least on one of them. Interesting quotes...wherever from they may or may not be. OH, and gangrene is BAD. Fix it. Take care of yourself or else I'll start making a point to leave you messages every day in several different places telling you how cute, hot, and sexy you are despite being occasionally moody.
daimones From: daimones Date: October 15th, 2003 01:23 am (UTC) (Link)

Re: dreams....?

It really wasn't sexually charged.

And one is one more than I want, you know?

Quotes from a book by Piers Anthony or a show that gives fashion makeover sorts of things.

And it's not really gangrene. I ripped it out of my skin after a shower. Just lots of strangely colored dead skin.

So no need to worship me. ;)

But who knows, I'm moody, so I might like it later.
daxayl From: daxayl Date: October 15th, 2003 01:35 am (UTC) (Link)

Re: dreams....?

*laughz* I won't exactly worship you perse....more like inundate you with noticies about your many positive qualities until you actually (even if it takes a while) start to believe them yourself.
melydia From: melydia Date: October 15th, 2003 07:02 am (UTC) (Link)
"So they made love despite being tired, and it was as if they remained young and passionate, despite being in their mid twenties."

hey, i'm young and passionate AND in my mid twenties!

i noticed the "what not to wear" quotes. bill and i were watching the very same episode.
daimones From: daimones Date: October 15th, 2003 08:06 am (UTC) (Link)
That show amuses me in that train wreck way. Some of them (the subjects) are really bad.

I really think Piers Anthony has a thing about 'old'. Apparently 30'some is really old to him. Maybe. I 'unno, cause he's got other makin' love quotes that are as bad. Anyways. ;) Most of 'us' (friends of mine) fit into the young, passionate, and mid twenty range.

Poor us. Allll downhills.
melydia From: melydia Date: October 15th, 2003 08:27 am (UTC) (Link)
piers anthony? i've read most of his. which book were you quoting from?

personally, i think he just falls into the youth chasm that most fantasy authors do - having sex at 12 or 13 is disturbingly common in that genre - and i suppose to most of his audience, mid-20s *is* old.
daimones From: daimones Date: October 15th, 2003 02:23 pm (UTC) (Link)
I hadn't thought of it that way. And the isle of * series. :)
melydia From: melydia Date: October 15th, 2003 03:55 pm (UTC) (Link)
oh yeah. i read "isle of woman." was not impressed. and ended up sending you the whole series, if i recall correctly.
daimones From: daimones Date: October 16th, 2003 01:16 am (UTC) (Link)
See, Isle of woman is the best of the series, really. :)

It, unfortunately, is tainted by the authors ideas, but that is the point of fiction and he doesn't pretend otherwise. So, it puts into a narrative form a lot of the more obscure historical ideas..and makes some pretty profound statements involving certain things.

At least, I think so. :)
melydia From: melydia Date: October 16th, 2003 04:58 am (UTC) (Link)
yeah, i won't argue that there are some profound statements in there. i just thought the story was lame.

did i give you those books? i know i had them and now i can't remember what i did with them.
daimones From: daimones Date: October 16th, 2003 04:59 am (UTC) (Link)
Yup, you did. And I thank you for them! They are my second most favourite Piers Anthony series.
melydia From: melydia Date: October 16th, 2003 05:00 am (UTC) (Link)
i do hope your first favorite is the incarnations of immortality series. or even the cluster series. but if you say xanth i might not forgive you. ;)
daimones From: daimones Date: October 16th, 2003 05:15 am (UTC) (Link)
incarnations.

xanth. heaven forbid.
From: (Anonymous) Date: October 15th, 2003 07:53 am (UTC) (Link)

hummm

just and fyi .... I have been reading this for a long long time.... i just rearly dont have anything good to say that hasnt already been said.... i have to keep and eye on you .... least you get into some funk you refuse to see the end of .... and yes i think today i will attempt to start a journal of mine own... so now you ust promise to read it or something... oh its such a wonderful day ....
*loves*
pixi
daimones From: daimones Date: October 15th, 2003 08:04 am (UTC) (Link)

Re: hummm

*sings* Such a wonderful day in the neighberhood...will you be mine...*/sings*
vacillate From: vacillate Date: October 15th, 2003 12:05 pm (UTC) (Link)

Jeeeefeeeee....

First, I'll be around later tonight if you'd like to talk.

Second, I'd comment more, but I've been having interviews.

Third, I'd comment more AGAIN, but I have trouble posting in my OWN journal without rambling on impossibly, and I'll tend to do that here.

Fourth, get the DAMNED FINGER checked! Dead skin = bad. Man, my dad had his pinky amputated because of that, remember? Pssh.

Fifth, I <3 you, remember that. :) Even if I DO get too busy to find you and tell you often enough.
daimones From: daimones Date: October 15th, 2003 02:22 pm (UTC) (Link)

Re: Jeeeefeeeee....

Oh, that's convienent, but by the time I get back, you'll be haring off.

And aren't journals a place of ramble?
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