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I don't want a penis bracelet either.
Current Mood: depressed depressed
Current Music: Something from Moulin Rouge that I've got to go find, cause having it in my head is no good.
  1. Done any drugs?

  2. Nothing not legal. Don't intend to start, ever. I don't like crutches.
  3. Drank alcohol?

  4. Yes, not fond of it though.
  5. Had sex?

  6. Yes. I hear I'm a 'physical' person.
  7. Fallen in love?

  8. Yes, more than once.
  9. Fallen in love online?

  10. Yes, more than once.
  11. Met someone from online?

  12. Yes, more than once.
  13. Tried to set a bug on fire with a magnifying glass?

  14. Nope. I'm not very destructive, even if people think I'm overly violent.
  15. Torn off a lightening bugs light and smeared it anywhere on your body?

  16. Nope. Why would you?
  17. Made a snow angel?

  18. Yes. I love the snow. Unlike fire that destroys and builds anew, it covers and makes beautiful that which already is. It's purity is crystalline...if only it weren't so fragile and apt to being contaminated.
  19. Dreamed you could fly?

  20. Yes. Fly, and fly away from it all. Flight is freedom from concerns. A mental catharsis of the soul.
  21. Ever had a job, if so what?

  22. Pizza
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<lj-cut text="Survey Says!"><ol><li><i>Done any drugs?</i></li>
Nothing not legal. Don't intend to start, ever. I don't like crutches.
<li><i>Drank alcohol?</i></li>
Yes, not fond of it though.
<li><i>Had sex?</i></li>
Yes. I hear I'm a 'physical' person.
<li><i>Fallen in love?</i></li>
Yes, more than once.
<li><i>Fallen in love online?</i></li>
Yes, more than once.
<li><i>Met someone from online?</i></li>
Yes, more than once.
<li><i>Tried to set a bug on fire with a magnifying glass?</i></li>
Nope. I'm not very destructive, even if people think I'm overly violent.
<li><i>Torn off a lightening bugs light and smeared it anywhere on your body?</i></li>
Nope. Why would you?
<li><i>Made a snow angel?</i></li>
Yes. I love the snow. Unlike fire that destroys and builds anew, it covers and makes beautiful that which already is. It's purity is crystalline...if only it weren't so fragile and apt to being contaminated.
<li><i>Dreamed you could fly?</i></li>
Yes. Fly, and fly away from it all. Flight is freedom from concerns. A mental catharsis of the soul.
<li><i>Ever had a job, if so what?</i></li>
Pizza <name it, I've probably done it.>, Post Office Data Conversion Operator (I typed addresses into the system when y’all sent shit the computer couldn't read.), Shipped newspapers, done bills of lading for roadway, help ups and hp out by doing logistics for them at a call center. Tutored stupid people in computers. Been am intern at my college doing 'real' computer work. Tutored people in other, less interesting (like calculus) subjects as well.
<li><i>Bungee jumped?</i></li>
God I want to. But how about we do this skydiving thing instead.
<li><i>Felt betrayed?</i></li>
Past tense?
<li><i>Seriously contemplated suicide?</i></li>
Yes.
<li><i>Attempted suicide?</i></li>
I've got scars to prove it.
<li><i>Been in a car accident?</i></li>
Flipped it over twice. But don't worry, I haven't wrecked since.
<li><i>Had a close friend to die?</i></li>
Close? Ian, My only friend in 4th grade. Steph's dad.
<li><i>Had a close family member die?</i></li>
Uh. An elderly aunt? Great aunt was probably what she really was. But if I can't remember her name, she obviously wasn't close, was she.
<li><i>Seen the Eiffel tower?</i></li>
Yes. Got a better view of it from the air, however. I hated Paris. The French didn't like me cause I couldn't speak French.
<li><i>Seen the statue of liberty?</i></li>
No.
<li><i>Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?</i></li>
No. I don't do that. I also keep implicit secrets pretty damn well.
<li><i>Stolen anything?</i></li>
Nope, I'm boring.
<li><i>Gone out with someone for their looks?</i></li>
No, sorry. I'm boring.
<li><i>Their reputation?</i></li>
Definitely not.
<li><i>Met anyone famous?</i></li>
In RP circles. Justin Achilles, Gary Gygax. God I'm a geek. No actors.
<li><i>Been on radio or tv?</i></li>
Yes to both. Radio I have to thank Jo for, not to mention stupid young years. TV I have to thank happy's place, bozo the clown, the SCA, and me being smart at Academic Decathlon.
<li><i>Been on stage?</i></li>
Yup. I've sung on stage, acted a bit. I've also performed kata on stage. I wonder if there's a tape of that still.
<li><i>Intentionally hurt someone?</i></li>
Yes. Didn't much like it, but it had to be done. Mostly I just intentionally hurt myself. I'll probably do it again.
<li><i>Dumped someone?</i></li>
Yes, bitterly, and for their own good too.
<li><i>Been dumped?</i></li>
Yes. Bitterly and for my own good. ;)
<li><i>Been to Europe?</i></li>
Spain, Germany, France (really just Paris as a stopover).
<li><i>Been convicted of a crime?</i></li>
Inattentive driving count? Otherwise, no. I'm boring. Or they just don't catch me!
<li><i>Been in a mosh pit?</i></li>
Yup. Even at the front and not died.
<li><i>Been asked for an autograph?</i></li>
No. I'm not cool.
<li><i>Been toilet papering?</i></li>
Why would you ever want to do such a stupid and defacing thing?
<li><i>Been toilet papered?</i></li>
If you ever do, and I find out it was you, I will disown you after I restrain the urge to beat you.
<li><i>Loved someone so much it made you cry?</i></li>
Yes. It hurts.
<li><i>Cried over someone of the opposite sex?</i></li>
Yes. But why does sex matter?
<li><i>Same sex?</i></li>
Yes, though for different reasons.
<li><i>Had toilet paper stuck to your shoe?</i></li>
Nope.
<li><i>Been caught with your fly unzipped?</i></li>
Yes.
<li><i>Had your pants fall down in public?</i></li>
No, though I have been pant-ed a couple of times when I was in school.
<li><i>Been in a fight?</i></li>
Not really. Averted one in HS once, saw a few. But no real ones, alas.
<li><i>Cheated on someone?</i></li>
I'm a bad person. Yes.</ol></lj-cut>
I wish I could be creative and design a new journal style of coolness. Anyways. Figured I'd bribe Bri into petting on me, so I got LotR:TT and dinner from Coney Island. It worked too, at least till I got stupid. Now I'm doing dishes, pondering when I'm going to do the lawn at my grandparents tomorrow and how long it'll take me and basically just staying out of the way. I figure I'll get some more time with the playstation in tonight, assuming it doesn't need reset every five minutes. Playing FF1. Long live Origins. Or sleep. Whatever.

Didn't actually kill all the micey, got more death for them tonight. Hopefully stickydeath combined with traps of food will work. I'm not playing nice anymore. DIE YOU STUPID FURRY BREEDING LITTE RODENT. Okay.

Not much to say. Wondering how much unnecessary pain I cause either directly, or indirectly. Probably just be easier to admit to it, and get out of the way. At least on my end. I dunno. I'm a patsy, I guess. Whatever.

And I'm doing <b>it</b> again, and I said I wouldn't. And...sorry M, not to imply that depression got me to this point, but...

Happy Birthday. =)

You were the bestest friend I ever had and contrary to some people, that's the best thing you ever were. Through fire and pain, we were together. And because of it, you knew me like no other, and I knew you. Now you spend your life in coolness and in idyllic joy in Australia, and I hope you find the peace of life you so richly deserve. You got my present, now you get my wishes.

And remember: Yay.
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