May 11th, 2003



And an amusing quote.

And there is Andrew Horbachevsky, the 44-year-old manufacturing director, who has worked for Steinway for 15 years. "This company kind of sucks you in," he said. "I've had a dream where my wife turned into a piano."

My weekend started out good. RP was as usual fun. Saturday was fun for everyone. I spent all day playing boardgames with Bri and doing nothing else of note. She beat me at scrabble! Anyways. Today I woke up, mowed the front lawn of my g'rents. Spent some time looking for chess code, cause I wanted to add it to Arcana. Figured I'd actually do Useful Code before I did that tho. Then I came home. Naked. Don't ask. :) Bri cooked me some tasty stuffing/pork chops.

Then everything went to hell. I swear to you, before God, there is something -wrong- with me.

I began to snipe, feel slighted where slight was not intended, and feel in general, that once again it was all my fault and no-one elses.

I don't know iffen my friends will want to see me any time soon. I don't know if I can be trusted to be part of the human race.

I still want to cry. I want to sleep..wake up. Find out its not all my fault, that I'm not a complete idiot. That I'm not broken. That I feel like I can fix things.

How can I do this to those that I love. What sort of person does that make me?
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