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While I'm thinking about it.
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Due to some of my recent actions and thoughts I realize I owe someone else an apology. One of the things that angers me so is something I realize must have been equally annoying once upon a time. Hindsight is 20/20 and all that. Also, I realize because of it more about said emotion and circumstance. Live and learn, I suppose. Eliminate hypocrisy where possible.

Oh. Yes. To IMatt, I'm sorry. You'll probably never see this, and if you do, have no idea what I'm blathering about. But it is an apology.

Also I wanted an excuse to test out the new version of Sema, show off my new 'Case' icon, and ignore my homework and the looming annoyance of having to do a piss poor job because it's homework. Even if it makes me realize in a sad sort of way that my knowledge of SQL is definitely not up to par.

Everyone remind me why I want (need!) a linux box, and then remind me: Be good.

Thank you, please pull through.
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annida From: annida Date: November 16th, 2003 09:57 am (UTC) (Link)
I say that you stop apologizing to people for who you are. Gah! YOu're a terrific person and ...as a person you get mood swings, and all sorts of things NORMAL people get. You think I'm all normal all the time? YOu know for a fact that I'm wacka wacka so much of the time. If only you knew.

I love you the way you are, now stop apologizing. Right this instant. I won't have a friend of mine feeling sorry for who he is.
daimones From: daimones Date: November 16th, 2003 09:58 am (UTC) (Link)
Oh, but you see, this isn't an apology for who I am. It's for something I did that is now being done to me. You see, now I can appreciate it...
annida From: annida Date: November 16th, 2003 10:01 am (UTC) (Link)
*sighs and hugs on you anyway*
wingedpixi From: wingedpixi Date: November 16th, 2003 01:47 pm (UTC) (Link)

stop it

i would have to agree.. you need to stop appologizing for everything and everyone and everything. shit happens... to all of us... we do shitty things... life goes on... we have mood swings .. life goes on .... we hurt ppl.. ppl hurt us... as stated before hindsight is always 20/20 just try not to repeat the same mistake again.

and i thought i had a huge issue with the need for aproval.... you are beautiful the way you are.... dont change i know that you would say the same for me in a heart beat.. and i am abviously not the only one you see

so nah =P were right and you lose this time
daimones From: daimones Date: November 16th, 2003 01:59 pm (UTC) (Link)

Re: stop it

gah. rise up against me why don'tyou. All of you. just...rise! Revolt! Stage the revolution.

*sulks*
wingedpixi From: wingedpixi Date: November 16th, 2003 07:46 pm (UTC) (Link)

Re: stop it

no sluking we need you for the revolution you see
tangled_rhythms From: tangled_rhythms Date: November 16th, 2003 05:44 pm (UTC) (Link)
My turn. Only thing is, I've had the advantage of talking to you before writing a comment.

It is often karmic revenge that makes us go through what we have at one time done to others. This is how we grow. That's not to say that it's something we should strive for as to have karma come back and bite you in the ass is something no one should want. My feelngs are this: You have apologized here. If there are those you can possibly apologize to personally and if you really wronged them in this same way, do it. Be prepared for the fact that they may not forgive it or receive you well. That you can not help, it is not in your control. All you can do is to make what retribution you can by simply saying "I'm sorry."

I reiterate the words I spoke this morning in regard to the insanity. I reiterate also the ones about accepting that this is who and what we are. You are a good person, but you're also human. You apologized to me for the past and I'm here. I'm not all that special, nor am I that unusual. If I felt there was nothing to really forgive, perhaps more will feel the same.

Полубог однажды шептал, что "Безумие - необходимое, чтобы любить." Я, случается, думаем, что полубог довольно интеллектуален. Могло я оставаться навсегда безумным.
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